✭ ✩ dreams of loneliness ✩ ✭
this is my dream journal. a place where i can track all of my dreams, no matter how bizarre, boring, euphoric or miserable they are.
wednesday august thirty first,

i was in this boarding school with about 4 other girls that looked kind of like a few of my friends but at the same time did not. outside the window was the forbidden forest and for some reason we decided that it would be the smart idea to sneak out. actually it was my idea. one of the friends told me that we were bound to get caught because a teacher was always watching it from the edge. i told them no, no, no. it was definitely possible and we could do it and to stop being such a chicken and do it. one of the girls was strongly against it but came along anyways. we snuck out of the school through this dark lit hallway and found ourselves outside. we ran down this momentous hill and finally came to the edge of the forest. there was a teacher on the edge, which looked like professor quirrell, but i ran quickly in front of him and i guess he didn’t see me cause i got deep into the forest. but i kept hearing screams behind me which sounded like the ones of my friends. they hadn’t of been fast enough and i was the only one. who made it deep inside. eventually though i began to get chased down as well but i kept running deep and deeper inside of the dark forest. at one point i was caught and brought back to this very white room with lots of windows and light. in there, there was a dumbledore type figure, quirrell and all of my previous friends. at this point words started to fly and we were told we could be expelled or something. one of the girls and myself kept shouting things at each other and it just got really bad. eventually the other girls were going to get away with it but something more was going to happen to me. and i became quite furious as they kept calling me manipulative and stuff. then i went to this guy’s bedroom and i just sat on his bed. he looked kind of like jim morrison. we just sat and hugged and i vented about how horrible it was as he comforted me.

sunday july tenth

i went to my sister in calgary’s house to see her and her baby. the whole thing was very awkward though because i had heard things about her husband and i was worried about how things were going to go between the two of us. i remember seeing the baby though and being totally taken by how beautiful and amazing it was.

sunday june twenty sixth,

i was waking up to get ready for exam and i was about to be late so i kept pestering my  mom to go. she wouldn’t listen to me so i began to yell at her in a very rude manor. for the longest time she wouldn’t listen but eventually she did and we left for school. i had about ten minutes to get there and it wasn’t going well because we basically stopped at every red light. i kept looking at my phone and it was saying a different time than both my head and the radio so i was kinda confused. i got in  the school and quickly tried to go look at what room my exam was in but the schedules were all messed up. then one of my friends said hi to me and asked if i wanted to go eat some aardvark after school. i said sure and asked where we would meet and they just said where we were. so i found out what room and i went up a staircase but it ended up being the wrong one. i then rushed to this elevator but when i got in it was really dark but after i pressed the button for floor three and then i shared the elevator with all these really doll like girls, one of which was trying to get to the same place as me. when we came to our floor it was all outside and nice and an announcement came on that said we were going to have 10 extra minutes because of a scheduling problem. we eventually got to the right hallway but it was mostly food places so we split up. but then i found it so i called out and we both went in this bathroom type thing. there was a guy there and he explained how this was no exam and that we he was just trying to turn girls into the way he dreamed that they should be so he pushed me into a stall. i tied to escape but all i heard was the girl beside me being told she was going to become a mermaid.

saturday may twenty first,

i went skiing at sunshine village in banff with my dad. i met a girl i knew there coincidentally and we started talking. she had never been there before so i started suggesting some places we could go ski, the good hills and such. she at first listened and we took the chair lift up to this one hill, and after a little trouble getting on the chair, it all went well. unfortunately it was getting dark and we wuld only have a little while before so we had to choose where to go. i wanted to go somewhere and she wanted to go somewhere else. all i remember is fighting about that and then… waking up.

saturday may seventh,

i was at this little cottage type thing with some friends that i didn’t really know. we were throwing around a ball and then started talking about clue/harry potter clue. some people didn’t believe that it existed it existed. i was trying to persuade them that they did but then they asked who played the rolls of the pieces and i said i didn’t remember. somebody was like natalie has one version and in that version ____ are the people. somebody else was like i think it’s a horse, a soul, another soul, and something else that i don’t quite remember. then we went inside to try and google it. unfortunately we couldn’t find  out any results as to what they were. then i found this harry potter video thing online. in my dream, she had come out with a new book but she had made a video to go along with it. all the characters were cartoon and then looked like the potterpuffs. then suddenly i felt like i was in the show and my dream kept flipping from watching the video to running around in it. i was running away from something with these other potterpuff creature things. there was this blonde one who went and hid in ravenclaw tower. it seemed that all the symbols for each house was a different wizard. for some reason voldemort was for ravenclaw, and i found a gryffindor one on the floor with dumbledores face on it. i also then called up someone and said “have you seen the video for this new book?” but they didn’t really know what i was talking about.

saturday april sixteenth

i was going to some sort of school breakfast with my friends. i got my mom to drop me off at this barn and i went in through this gate. some old lady called out to me and i followed her down the stairs into what happened to be my school caf. there was no room except for this bench that appeared to be gone so i tried to fit somewhere else but when i turned around… it was fixed. my friend, eve, said she was still doing her campaign and had made orange cake. she yelled that she had it but we told her to wait. then natalie was eating waffles and i wanted some as well. i asked politely but she just laughed, told me no, and stuffed the waffle piece in her mouse. then i got mad at her, started yelling and told her that i was tired of being her friend because of how she didn’t care about anyone but herself. i then stormed off and tried to find my mom who had dropped me off and told me she would park somewhere else. on the way i saw our car parked with the windows rolled down and thought i should go fix it but then i thought that maybe someone would think i was stealing it. so i continued into this museum i passed on the way. i went inside looked, around for a bit and then continued on my journey to find my mom. eventually i saw her, in subway, i told her what happened. she told me that maybe if natalie and i were fighting all the time then we really shoulnd’t be friends anymore. i told her no and that i still partly enjoyed her friendship, even through this. then we saw this cafe shop in this mall thing we were walking through. the lady offered us this pink tea which was said to calm us completely down, a tea which i remembered seeing at the lunch. she also offered us this cider stuff, which was more of a cream opposed to actual cider, but she had 3 different types. i then tried to get back to the breakfast and found myself in this old ranch type field, which i was running, lost, and in circles in. i remembered that to get back i had to hit some blue building with a stick and then the old lady would interrupt me but it wasn’t working! 

thursday april fourteenth

i dreamed about how i handed out cupcakes with my friends at lunch…….. it was more than that but it’s not interesting.

sunday april tenth

dream one

i was shopping in h&m with my mom it was a huge store and we just kept looking around and there was all this stuff i wanted but we just didn’t have enough time or money.

dream two,

i was in civics class, though it was now in this basement, and i ditched class because my sister and i had to go by a slushie. we we left and while outside, before crossing the street, we saw my granddad, but we crossed the street anyways. then once in the store ayla started buying all this candy, and filling slushie containers with candy. eventually i was like hey, aren’t we supposed to be getting slushies opposed to candy. and she was like oh right. so then she bought them and luckily we had enough money, $7.  i wanted pringles but they were too expensive. because they were 4 and we had $3.54. then ashley was there and she was trying on all these weird outfits. finally we went back to class and there was this  hippie substitute and i was like “sorry we’re late!” and she was like oh okay it’s cool. then i became paranoid that my camera, which is my moms, was missing so i was somehow had to get back there. then i saw ashley trying on all these odd costumes, and she was trying to get me to try one on except it broke. then the camera ended up being in her pocket.

sunday april third

i was involved in some spy type operation with a bunch of my friends. we were sneaking around but couldn’t tell anyone anything because the fate of ____ depended on our knowledge. i don’t remember all the exact details but i remember something about how we couldn’t share our thoughts with anyone so we had to transfer our thoughts into an object like an orange, or just into a big rectangular pan type thing.

saturday april second

i was checking the weather and i was all excited because the weather for the next few days was going to be very sunny and warm. i remember i was going to screen cap it and post it on tumblr… but then i noticed that instead of just weather for the next 7 days they had weather for the next 9 days, which i thought was odd. somehow i had ended up on a website for weather in australia… opposed to canada…

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